So I had a really long day and have not been able to sleep much tonight. I'm really excited to be going to Minnesota for Nikki's wedding in two days,and spend time with her adn FINALLY meet Josh adn jsut celebrate love... but I still have so much to do at work and with packing and missy's 40th birthday party today....and just all those little mundane things like trying to figure out when to visit people in the cities while I'm in St. paul..and getting rides places, and getting to the bank tomorrow..and packig, did I mention packing???
Thankfully today Elissa and I had a bit of a road trip and the dress is finally perfect for next Saturday...after the road trip I hung out with her and Rica and got my laundry done without a sketchy laundromat... YAY...
Tomorrow is absolutely INSANE and I have a meeting with Fr. Michael before I leave which I hope goes well...
I am kind of angst filled and sad that James cannot come out to the wedding with me. I am really going to miss seeing him, just having time together and missing him. It has been amazing spending the summer with him. Everything is fun, and relaxed and new and better when we are together. I never thought being in love would be like this...I feel so cliche because everyone has always said, "you will meet someone" or "when you meet the right person you will know" and I have always thought "whatever, that is stupid and NO and Oh God pleas shut them up..." but after meeting James and being in love, truly on the same page on every level with someone, and wanting to always be with them and caring about even every major as well as stupid little thing that goes on ine each others life...yeah I have happily joined the ranks of cliche. And am totally beyond crushing on my soulmate... he bought me a garment bag for my trip so my dresses don't get wrinkled...where did God find this man??? it started with the fans for teh Steubenville dorm rooms and it has not stopped...I truly believe he is the most thoughtful person ever.
Even after such a short time...we have a favorite song...its quite...something ha
Seconhand serenade "your call"
the lyrics are:
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Cheesy right? well I know but its 5 am and I haven't slept because of all the craziness in my brain about this trip and work - so I thought I would update and be sappy....and there are probably a lot f mistakes and idc- I am not proofing this at this hour..that would be as ridiculous as ...well as blogging at 5 am...
